Pessimistic

Pessimism occurs when you can look hope in the eyes and say no, when you can see sunlight through the window and hide, when you hear a sad song and tears never reach your eyes, when you're alone.

Pessimism is more than a sadness, it’s an everlasting sorrow that lacks a tear.  A forever that never exists.  A now, never rightly remembered. A dance without a movement, a song without a tune. 

The pessimists always wait for a miracle but when it is finally upon them they  can't see it's presence because they walk in darkness.