Today..

is the day I take my last final.  My last final.  And once I'm done, high school will be over.  I will officially be a college student.  I cannot tell you how excited I am.  I really can't. One last test and it's all over and I am a free young woman! Woohoo!!!

How wonderful this feels.  Words cannot explain.

Lazy

Alright.. I have become so lazy about updating.. but I shan't be lazy much longer.  A new me is underway and I'll be doing my best to keep up! Unfortunately it is 12:15 in the morning and I must get a good nights rest. Goodnight! I'll post in the mornin'!

I guess it's time to catch up..

but there's not much to catch up on.

I mean there is SO much I can't even begin to explain.  So many things have happened whether they were important or not and there could be so many stories to tell, pictures to show, explanations to give.

But I can't. School is now officially overwhelming and I feel I'm failing in other aspects of my life.

Oh please may I have the courage and ability to do so much more with the little time on my hands.

I almost feel like I'm falling behind though I'm never behind.  Although I'm never ahead and I'm afraid that's what frightens me.  I'm constantly catching up to things that aren't far ahead of me but just far enough that I have reason to panic.

When life slows down and I can calm my nerves, maybe then I'll be more likely to post more about the crazy exciting things that fill my life day by day.

I try to write poetically when I'm tired and I find it quite exhausting and useless because my words still fail to come out right.  I will now go sleep, or attend to my bed.. my tired mind must rest.

Alina Lauren..